I’m Having A Moment…

Of utter and complete happiness.  My daughter, my amazing daughter just found out she was cast as a mouse in the Nutcracker in the Hanover Theater.  This is a big deal!

For weeks it was all that she could talk about.  How she wanted to get a call back.  I cautioned her that the competition would be fierce and told her that I was so proud of her for even trying out.  I told her this was the first time she had ever done anything like this and tried to present realistic expectations.

Then tonight happened and we jumped on her bed and danced around her room.  This little girl whose confidence used to worry me blows me away.  I think back to 3 years ago, when her world fell apart and she was still so little learning the worst lesson about how unfair life is.

I remember the year and a half of therapy.  I remember all of the tough questions and accusations.  I remember the struggle with her and her peers.  I remember how tough it has all been for her and how much it tore her down.  Thinking of it all overwhelms me.

But today I look at that and I am floored by how confident this little girl has become.  She didn’t get there alone.  She is so very lucky to have some of the best, kindest and caring people in her life.  Some of whom were strangers before Benny died and have become lifelong friends.  Her aunties, her uncles, her cousins, her ‘San’s’ and her friends.  She is where she is today because of them.  Because these people have loved and supported her to no end.

It’s incredible to look at how far she’s come.  I don’t often stop to think about it, because it’s so hard.  Thank you to everyone that has helped to shape this confident little lady.  I’m one proud mama tonight!

Author: sheriroaf

Sheri Roaf is the mother of four wonderful children who turned to blogging after her 17 month old son Bennett passed away unexpectedly. Through her writing she has found a way to help herself and her family move forward in the face of tragedy. View all posts by sheriroaf